Greg A Bogdan

Hey Greg,

            It is so hard to be here in your house everyday without you here, everywhere i look i see something that reminds me of you, it could be the kids or something of yours on the wall... Everytime i look at your wife or your kids i wanna cry, they need you so much. I hate knowning you are never gonna be here with us again. I wish i could go back and give you a hug and let you now how sorry i am for not being around that much... I want you to know i am not ever leaving Jenifer or the kid's side,  I know i'm not doing much now but i will prove to you i'm here for them and that i love and care about them sooo much. Nothing or no one can ever replace you... I love sitting with Jenifer and talking about you and how you two met... You are such a great man in my eyes, i wish someday i could find someone who is as strong and wonderful as you were to my sister. You will always be in my heart... You are my brother always and forever... I Love You!!! 

Hey you!  well i can ask why?WHY? But I did that and got no answer. I'm sure you were asking the same question!!!!;shoot im sure you didnt get a strait answer either! I know  you know all we are going through every one of us. I know you want to be help us to guide us through these tough times without you,,you crafty wizard you! you always knew how make us see the right. without you i just dont see us getting by without your wise advise. YOu have always been our light our protecter our LIFE. will we ever get by? yes your light shines from above covering sheltering us,   but im sorry lil Greg but its just not enough. WE NEED YOU HERE ON EARTH WITH US. but for some reason he needed u above i dont agree but what do i know hopefully you got more answers to why you had to abruptly go and leave your family so confused and lost. I cant help it but to curse g*d and question his motives to take you from us! YOU from those Beautiful Children and your Gourgeous loving understanding Wife, YOUR SOULMATE! your other HALF!!! Im sure we could never begin to understand why u had to go and honestly I dont want to know cuz to me no reason is goood enough for him to take u from your soulmate and kids. so i think I perfer to be mad at him!It was not your time no matter gods reason why. Im sorry Greg to vent like this and to be mad at god like I am, but I cant help but to be more than upset and Striaght pissed off! Im sure you are to!!!  Your probabally more upset than us wondering and STILL ASKING WHY?  WHAT THE F*#K ?!! I LOVE YOU LIL GREG I MISS YOU! I know your still here with us..( but im sorry everyone its not enough! )I KNOW ONE THANG I WILL NEVER EVER,EVER,EVER FORGET YOUR LAUGH AND THAT SMILE!!! I LOVE YOU HOPEFULLY I WILL SEE YOU SOON! TILL THAN I WILL FIND YOU IN THE MOON!!!!!

Darkness has come, I feel alone in the night,

Hiding my feeling, out of everyone's sight.

Despair fills my soul, Which as a fact is quite strange,

Cause inside feels empty, My feelings have changed.

When you left I felt good, Like you wanted me to,

I looked deep inside and there I found you.

It felt like you were here living with me

Giving me strength to live life and just be.

I felt honored and proud that you were my brother

That I was there your last days all the days that really matter.

Brave and determined to get through this with pride

to keep the promise that I made as you died.

Forgive me if I fall, I know there will be bad days

Cause I loved you so much in so many ways.

As a brother, a friend, protector and adviser

There could'nt have been a man who could have been wiser.

I'm so sad and confused like a lost little girl

I feel like an oyster without it's precious pearl

I'll never forget and I'll always miss you

But we'll meet again this just has to be true.

I love and I miss you I want to hug and kiss you I want you to come and kiss my head and I love

you very much Ill give you a flower for easter I love you bye bye!

Hey brother I was just thinking about you and thought I would stop by and show some LOVE!

Hey we are doing Easter at your house this year it is going to be really different and hard without you here we love and miss you very much Happy Easter !

                                               Love The Bogdan's

We were talking about you tonight, mom and I, remembering what a good boy you were and the great man you had become. Its still so hard to think of you as being gone, to us you will forever live on!!! I cant believe my rock is gone, who now will hold me up when I feel Im going to fall? Please let us know that your watching us from above, because without a sign from you I dont think we will ever move on!!!    Your loving WIFE and MOTHER

Till Healing Comes"

My heart is closing deep inside
from all the pain I feel.
While others are so full of joy
my hurt feels very real.

I want to find a bit of light
but part of me feels dead.
And though I see the joy around
my soul is sad instead.

It's hard to enter deeply in
when you're no longer here.
It's like the lights have all gone out
and won't be lighting  up this year.

And so this season I must be
just how it is I am.
So that soon my heart can heal
I'll do the best I can.

The only thing that I can do
is to stay present  in the now;
to feel my grieving pain
and trust I'll heal somehow.

As this season gently comes
and as my heart is torn in two.
I'll open just a little bit
as I'm deeply missing you.

I'll trust the gift of life that's here
and trust that I'm ok,
And be with how it is right now

.till healing comes my way

When you lose somebody special

Somebody you love so much

Just think of all the good times

The ones with the special touch.

My brother is the greatest

He made me fell so loved,

And I know he is still with me

Because he watches from above.

I always think of him

How he always made me laugh

Them were the good days

That was in the past.

I remember the rides to school,

and how people said we looked alike,

That was a great compliment,

Because he is someone I want to be like.

He is very very special

to everyone and to me

He's the best friend and brother in the world

He always made me happy.

He was so very tall

The tallest person in school

He stood above everyone

He thought he was so cool.

It's nice to have someone you can look up to

Especially my Biggest Brother

He's the best in the world

not like a dad or mother.

They say there is a reason,

They say that time will heal,

But neither time nor reason

will change the way we feel.

For no one knows the heartache,

That lies behind our smile,

No one knows how many times we

have broken down and cried.

We want to tell you something,

So there won't be any doubt,

Your so wonderful to think of

But so hard to be without.

We cannot bring the old days back,

When we were all together.

The family chain is broken now,

But memories live forever.

In a quiet shelf

Where the urn of ashes is

Lies my brother Greg I love so

Who left us only 3 months ago

His place of rest I visit

My tears flow there with ach

Heart shattered, I'll never heal

As I turn and leave him there

Though his smile is gone forever

And his face I cannot touch

Still I have so many memories

Of my brother I loved so much

His memory is my keepsake

Of which I'll never part

God has him in his keeping

I hold him in my heart.

We think of you in silence

And often speak your name.

But all that's left to answer

Is your picture in a frame!

If we could have one lifetime wish,

One dream that would come true,

We would pray to God with all our hearts

For yesterday and you!

and 

If tears could build a stairway

And heartache make a lane,

We would walk our way to Heaven

To Be With You Again!

but 

A thousand words can't bring you back

I know because I've tried.

And neither will a million tears,

I know because I've cried.

You left behind our broken hearts

And happy memories too.

I never wanted memories,

I only wanted you!

heavenly father i come to you asking that you you you lift your hands over gregs family his wife and children his mother and father his sister and brother put a hedge of protection upon them give them the strength that they will need to move forward in life without the one they love and chariish the most.when greg was here with us he would brighten up all of our day now that he stands by yur side lord the heavens shine even brighter iwould say.in every day life people take things for granted like letting the ones you hold the closest know must you really care about them. so i will say this now and everyday till my last day i love you brother miss you greatly and will hold those memories close. we will chill together again carnal but till that time puro amor.      always your chiquito hombre issac montour

I still can't believe your gone, how can I possibly go on without you. I still sit and wait for you to come home. I know it can't be but everytime the phone rings I hope to God it's you!!!

It hurts so much to look at the kids, when I do I will always see you. Who do you talk to when your best friend is gone??? I scream your name but I know you can't respond, Just a touch and I'll know it's you, PLEASE PLEASE just touch me!!!!!

Where do I start Greg(G Dawg),

     I know we both led wonderful lifes. But the past few years we didn't hang out couse of something stupid. i am glad that we finally talked and squashed that miss understanding. But it just kills me that we lost so much time. You helped me through a lot growing up and I thank you for that. You where like a brother to me and I do consider you one still. I am so happy for the life you made for your self. I just can't balieve you left so soon. I hope to see you some day and make up for lost time. but for now, I love you Greg. You will always have a place in my memories and my heart. God bless and see you on the other side.

Will

 The happiness you and your family brought to us and our mother throughout the times that meant the most will always be held in our hearts. Every moment we shared as family and friends were precious and will continue to hold a place in our thoughts and prayers. We will always be a shoulder to cry on for your family as you were for ours. We miss you dearly and we"ll reunite someday.

Rest In Peace,

Love Always,

Glenn, Veronica & Ernest, Vanessa & Brady

My brother,

Life is different without you down here, i know your in a better place now but we needed you more, your family needed you the most, mom and dad are strong but without their first son it's getting harder on them everyday. I'm taking care of them the best i can. don't worry cuz i will see you soon in heaven and that's when we meet again and we will be togather forever like we were supposed to.

I love you with all my heart and i always will. Make your family strong so they could get through the rough time without you there.. WE WILL MEET AGAIN.........

GREG,

WE MISS YOU SO MUCH.I CANT BELIEVE THAT YOUR GONE.I WILL ALWAYS HAVE THE MEMORIES OF US AS  IN MY HEART FOR EVER.YOU HAVE A VERY STRONG WIFE SHE WILL BE THERE FOR YOUR KIDS AND FOR THE REST OF US.I KNOW YOUR IN A BETTER PLACE.BUT THIS ISNT FAIR THIS ISNT RIGHT YOU WERE JUST TO YOUNG.WE LOVE YOU AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH.

                                     ALWAYS A FRIEND

                                             ANGELA

I can't beleive you are really gone as the days go on it sinks in more and more at first it was just shock and numbness but all of this hurt is hitting me all at once, This is so unreal I can't beleive this is happening to us. I Miss you so much!

If YOU DIE YOU STIL HAVE A HART WITH US.

P.S. WE LOVE YOU COME BACK WE MISS YOU

I LOVE IS MY hART tO Greg.

 GREG U LEFT ALL OF US WAY TOO SOON. WE CANT BELIEVE U ARE NOT WITH US ANY LONGER. WE ALL KNOW U ARE IN A BETER PLACE, BUT ITS STILL UNBELIEVABLE. MAY YOU REST IN PEACE....... WE WILL ALL GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER. WE WILL MAKE SURE YOUR WIFE AND BEAUTIFUL CHILDREN ARE ALL TAKEN CARE OF. AND JEN IS DOING A WONDERFUL JOB. WELL FOR NOW FAIRWELL AND WE WILL MEET AGAIN.......